Aspirations

Separate Ways

By Diggs Sexton © 10/8/1997

I was in love,
. . . and I was sure
. . . . . . you felt the same way too.
Because you said
. . . my silly ways
. . . kept you from feeling blue.
I loved you more
. . . than my heart
. . . . . . could contain.
But I
. . . couldn't fan
. . . your embers
. . . . . . into a flame.

No, you couldn't see
. . . just how I felt
. . . when you said
. . . you want to go separate ways.
But deep inside, although I denied...

I was in love,
. . . but you were gone,
. . . . . . you met another guy.
Were you in love,
. . . or was it just
. . . . . . someone you told a lie?
You saw me look
. . . when you kissed
. . . . . . with desire.
But I
. . . couldn't stop
. . . your embers
. . . . . . from causing fire.

No, you couldn't see
. . . just how I felt
. . . as you walked
. . . by me, with him hand in hand.
But deep inside, I tried hard to hide...

I was in love,
. . . I was alone.
. . . . . . You went your separate way.
Because you said
. . . my silly ways
. . . . . . had left you asking why.
I loved you more
. . . than my heart
. . . . . . could contain.
But I
. . . couldn't fan
. . . your embers
. . . . . . into a flame.

No, you couldn't see
. . . just how I felt
. . . when you said
. . . you want to go separate ways.
But deep inside, in my heart I cried...

for you

Blind Infatuation

By Diggs Sexton © 9/22/1998

I.

Tunnel vision focused-
Muted desires-
I stutter my number,
. . . hope you call.
Eight o'clock, nine o'clock, ten-
You'll call tomorrow.

II.

I look into your eyes,
. . . bright, black,
. . . a deep well,
. . . soft luminescence reflects
. . . from it's pool.
You vent and I am your sponge.
The words saturate.
I watch the words form,
. . . soft, pleasant-
Words I want to kiss.
Words articulating gesture.
Soft gesture-
Each delicate digit performing.
The tone of your gestures,
. . . gentle,
. . . likened to the tone of your flesh
. . . from palm to backhand.

III.

I see you in the shadows.
Silhouette of beauty-
I don't have permission to kiss you.
I don't have permission to touch you.

A Thirst

by Diggs Sexton © 10/6/1998

The mountain stood,
unclimbable,
a short coming.
The desert,
wanting,
knew unmistakable beauty.
An attempt would be disaster.
A fall would tear the soul,
shatter the mind,
the heart.
Peaks of ice,
hard as rock,
resisted thaw.
The desert was drawn,
waiting for moisture
to bring salvation.