Under the guise of Importance
The need to control *** Is very important You have to control everything and everyone, If you don't things won't go right and everyone will mess up and get in trouble and make life miserable for you. After all they don't know what's right for them And they don't do it like you would you have to make sure they do It's your job or at least your mission. What's this important attitude really called? (FEAR)
Fear that you are powerless, Fear that you won't be in control of your life, Fear that you cannot protect yourself or others you love from life's tribulations Fear that you are vulnerable Fear that you won't get the piece of the pie your entitled to, Fear that there is something you must not overlook.*** Well you are not in complete control of your life or anybody else life either And you are, going to miss out on something, as a matter of fact on many occasions. And people won't always do things your way nor should they. And we don't always know what's good for us And sometimes we choose to ignore what's good And we sure do mess up even with the best of intentions. What to do about this dilemma?
Well I could try to remember that I am a unique soul and so is everyone else And I am here on a special mission to ameliorate certain chinks in my soul composition. So what are my assignments? Am here to love, am here to learn, am here to change, am here to improve and am here to help, And how do I do this? I must remind myself even when things are hard to understand that there is a reason. I must trust that whatever is happening in my life I have attracted it for some lesson I must learn. I must trust when I find myself in an unloving confrontation it's for me to learn about love. When all does not go well with someone I love I must trust they needed to experience that situation and be there to help him or her if needed. I must understand anger for what it is super frustration at not getting things the way you want them or imagined disrespect to my important personage. I must let it wash out of me with love, understanding and compassion for myself and others, so that the energy of my soul remains healthy and does not get contaminated and I become Ill. I must not be envious of anyone realizing whatever they have is to help them on their particular soul journey. I must feel compassion for all less fortunate but not form judgements about what they have or should have that is for their particular soul to know. I must refuel my soul with energizing good thoughts and actions so that I may enjoy life and bring joy to my fellow travelers 0n this magical journey that is life in this earthly realm. Love, Peace, tranquility, and Passion to you All Your fellow soul traveler Lee 2/1/99